I Spent 10 Years as a Massachusetts State Trooper — Here's the Cases That Still Haunt Me
41:42like uh if I get into a fight, I'm going to win. And it's just like part of our ego and our mind of survival.1:20:43They they continued to live out those patterns and so they live from this place of survival1:20:51and and and you know survival instinctual places like death is pretty common. And so people just they they say














