Loading transcript...
Click for full transcript
Chapters & Sections (389)
▼
9:06
GBRs Group Overview and Hiring Process
10:14
Private Lessons and Training Services
11:24
Vetting Process for New Students
13:05
Advice on Dealing with Feelings of Loss
13:37
Personal Experience and Compartmentalization
14:11
Acceptance of Reality and Defining Moments
14:44
Processing Loss and Honoring Sacrifice
16:54
Growing Up in a Platoon Hut with a Single Parent
17:29
Father's Military Deployments and Farm Life
18:01
Childhood Experiences on the Farm
19:06
Lack of Understanding about Military Life in the 90s
19:37
Finding Outlets and Coping with Isolation
20:13
Influence of Father's Military Career on Childhood
20:48
Growing Up in a Cul-de-Sac and Skateboarding
21:20
Punishment and Navy Seal Expectations
21:53
Childhood Obsessions and Pressure to Perform
22:24
Desire for Praise and Acknowledgment
24:06
Getting into Trouble as a Teenager
25:12
Court Case and Waivers
25:42
Summer School and Navy Plans
26:13
BUD/S Training and Screen Test
30:57
Cadre and Mentorship
31:31
BUD/S Training Experience
32:03
Challenges and Failure
33:05
Winter Warfare Training and Deployment
34:44
Returning from a Break and Discussing Deployment
35:17
First Deployment to Iraq and Initial Impressions
35:54
Training and Preparation for Deployment
36:27
Reflections on the Deployment Experience
36:59
Reactions to Being Deployed and Initial Concerns
37:31
Arrival in Iraq and Initial Impressions of the Situation
38:38
Arrival in Iraq and Initial Impressions
39:11
PSD and Dignitary Protection
39:41
Strike Force Deployment and Compound Life
40:17
Mobility Packages and Combat Experiences
40:49
Daily Life and Expectations of Combat
41:25
DA's and Interactions with Locals
41:59
Initial Impressions of Iraq and Combat
42:34
Pressure on Young Soldiers in Combat
43:06
Personal Experience with Traumatic Event
43:42
Loss and Grief of Friends in Combat
44:13
Aftermath of Traumatic Event and Lack of Information
44:48
Briefing on the Incident and Its Impact
45:18
Initial Reaction and Relief
45:50
Memorial Service and Emotional Response
46:22
Lack of Understanding and Augmentation
47:28
Realization and Dose of Reality
48:03
Intel Reports and Sinking In
48:39
Emotional Reaction to Traumatic Event
49:14
Praise for Team's Performance in Hilo
49:47
Transition to Second Deployment
50:59
Description of Mike's Incident and Nerve Damage
51:34
Combining Forces and Targeting AQ Cell
52:05
Busy Deployment and Animosity
52:36
Arrival at the Chow Hall and Initial Impressions
53:11
First Deployment Experience with Enemy Engagement
53:45
Patrolling and Ambush Encounter
54:18
Clearing the Structure and Engaging Enemy
55:59
Initial Rally and Elimination of Threat
56:34
Unrealized Threats and Complications
57:05
Grenade Exchange and Wounded Eagle
58:06
Cousin's Death and Fall Back
59:09
Initial Gunfire and Reaction
59:42
Aftermath of Gunfire and Debriefing
1:00:15
Description of Bullet and Breaching Charges
1:01:52
Injury and Reflection on Experience
1:02:26
Training and Preparation for Combat
1:02:57
Recalling a Specific Firefight
1:03:34
Planning and Execution of the Operation
1:05:12
Walking into a Potential Ambush
1:06:14
Identifying the Enemy and Assessing the Situation
1:07:20
Realizing the Enemy's Presence and Reacting
1:08:22
Link-Up and First Contact
1:09:31
Initial chaos and disorientation
1:10:03
Jay's injuries and the JTAC's attempts to grab people
1:10:35
Escape attempt and relief at finding cover
1:11:11
Jay's multiple injuries and the JTAC's continued attempts to shoot him
1:11:41
Maddie's actions and the corpsman's injuries
1:12:45
Initial Assessment and Treatment of Wounded Soldier
1:13:19
Importance of Live Tissue Training and Preparation
1:13:50
Managing Bleeding and Applying Pressure Dressings
1:14:58
Close-Range Fire Mission and Coalition Forces
1:16:03
Medevac and Combat Experience - Initial Response
1:17:14
Caring for the Wounded
1:18:50
Rapid Extraction and Medical Treatment
1:19:23
Matt's Close Call and Initial Reaction
1:20:33
Processing the Reality of the Situation
1:21:03
Lessons Learned from the Experience
1:22:06
Jay's Heroic Actions and Matt's Recovery
1:22:42
The Connection to Reality and Understanding the Consequences of Combat
1:23:12
The Importance of Training and Preparation for Combat Situations
1:24:23
Lessons Learned from a Close-Call Experience and the Importance of Mental Preparation
1:26:00
The Impact of a Traumatic Experience on Personal Life and Training
1:34:16
Cutting Off Distractions and Negative Influences
1:35:25
Surrounding Yourself with Positive Influence and Focus
1:37:38
Involvement in a Firefight and Subsequent Investigation
1:38:08
Frustration with Lack of Information and Training
1:38:42
Turning Point in Morale and Training
1:40:57
Initial Deployment Experience and Frustration
1:41:29
Moral Erosion and Unit Cohesion
1:42:04
Leadership and Mission Planning
1:43:05
Personal Reflections and Negative Crash
1:44:11
Green Team and Pressure to Perform
1:44:45
Initial Discussion and Context Setting
1:45:22
First Day of Green Team Experience
1:45:53
Physical and Mental Challenges
1:46:24
Personal Reflections and Pressure
1:48:34
The Screening Process and Physical Demands
1:49:06
Physical Conditioning and Preparation
1:50:10
The Pressure of the Screening Test
1:51:47
Introduction to Green Team and Jumping Experience
1:52:19
Training and Preparation for Jumping
1:52:53
Injury During Mandatory Downwind Landings
1:54:03
Post-Injury Treatment and Rehabilitation
1:54:33
Continuing Training Despite Injury
1:55:08
Initial Diagnosis and Reaction
1:56:13
Emergency Surgery and Recovery
1:56:46
Infection and Physical Therapy
1:58:26
Initial Deployment and Depth Jump Test
1:59:50
Deployment Story and Reflections
2:00:02
Comparison of Deployments and Lessons Learned
2:01:43
Professionalism and High-Level Performance
2:02:19
Comparing Life Experiences to Watching the Yankees Play
2:02:50
Discussion of Standard and Exceeding It
2:03:21
Break in the Conversation
2:04:08
Recalling Specific Deployments and Losses in Seal Team History
2:05:12
Addiction to Phones and Receiving Urgent Messages
2:06:16
Initial Reaction and Support Efforts
2:07:25
Processing the Loss and Reality Check
2:08:30
Rebuilding and Supporting Families
2:09:36
The Reality of Losing a Helicopter and Its Impact on the Force
2:10:10
Description of the Incident and Its Aftermath
2:11:13
Emotional Toll on Individuals and the Team
2:11:44
Rebuilding Efforts and the Impact on Personal Lives
2:13:18
Readjusting to Civilian Life after Deployment
2:13:51
Close Calls and Testimony to Pilots' Capabilities
2:14:24
Favorite Deployment and Team Dynamics
2:15:29
Separation from the Military and Loss of a Mentor
2:17:04
Introduction to the Story and Family Background
2:17:34
Receiving News of a Tragic Loss
2:18:07
Processing the News and Emotional Reaction
2:19:54
Sharing Details of the Tragic Event
2:21:32
Meeting John Will and His Team
2:22:03
Coping with Loss and Grief
2:22:36
Justifying the Loss and Obsessing Over Work
2:23:41
Continuing to Grieve and Obsess
2:25:17
Briefing on Expectations and a Rainy Day
2:26:21
Ringing the Doorbell and Unexpected Encounter
2:26:54
Conversation with a Family Member
2:28:01
Memorial and Photo Album Preparation
2:28:36
Feeling Crippled and Void after a Major Change
2:29:06
Confirmation Bias and Obsessive Behavior
2:30:09
Justifying Priorities and Focus
2:31:51
Regrets and Addictive Behavior
2:32:22
Rationalizing Drinking and Professionalism
2:33:28
Coping Mechanisms and Negative People
2:34:01
Rehabilitation and Surgery
2:35:04
Addiction to Painkillers
2:36:41
Concussions and Injuries
2:37:45
President-Directed Mission
2:38:56
Swimming and Locking Mechanism
2:39:30
Combat and Chaos
2:40:33
Prioritizing Survival and Capturing the Enemy
2:41:09
Timing and Execution in Combat
2:41:46
Confronting the Enemy and Overcoming Obstacles
2:42:51
Escaping Danger and Protecting Team Members
2:43:23
Initial Assessment and Decision to Leave
2:43:57
Trading Grenades and Preparing to Leave
2:45:04
Launching the Over Pressure Charge
2:45:34
Executing the Plan and Escaping
2:46:36
Getting Off the Ladder and Massing Enemies
2:47:08
Swimming to Safety and Injuries
2:48:17
Paralyzed Arm and Jet Ski Accident
2:49:54
Description of Accident and Hospitalization
2:50:27
Doctor's Diagnosis and Concerns
2:51:04
Returning Home and Family Life
2:52:47
Memory Loss and Confusion
2:53:22
Confronting Suicidal Thoughts and Feeling Lost
2:54:55
Describing the Experience of Trances and Loss of Control
2:56:02
Feeling Overwhelmed by Emotions and the Desire to Die
2:57:12
Feeling Like You're Going Crazy
2:58:18
Pain and Sensory Overload
2:59:23
Mental Health Treatment
3:01:45
Initial Concussion Symptoms and Ocular Issues
3:02:15
Surgery and Medical Concerns
3:02:50
Phone Addiction and Phobia of Missing Work
3:03:22
Treatment at Niko Facility
3:04:28
Guilt Trip and Medical Retirement
3:05:31
Feeling Consumed by Work and Ego
3:06:06
Prioritizing Work Over Personal Life
3:06:38
The Consequences of Prioritizing Work
3:07:08
Blame Shifting and Resentment
3:07:41
Medication and Health Issues
3:08:21
A Turning Point in Life
3:08:48
Initial Migraine Experience and Pain Management
3:09:20
Fibromyalgia Diagnosis and Agonizing Pain
3:09:54
Escaping Reality through Painkillers and Training
3:10:31
Depression, Loss of Motivation, and Focus
3:11:05
The Enemy's Hopes and Consuming Negative Thoughts
3:11:35
Becoming a Breacher and Finding Alternative Passions
3:12:08
Initial Motivation and Obsession with Skydiving
3:13:12
Impact on Family Life and Escapism
3:15:17
Introduction to Free Flying and Formation
3:15:52
Understanding the Jump and Throw Technique
3:16:27
Emergency Landing and Parachute Deployment Issues
3:16:58
Landing with a Small Parachute and Injured Arm
3:17:32
Injury Diagnosis and Treatment Concerns
3:18:39
Initial Injury and Medical Response
3:19:12
Consequences of the Injury
3:20:20
Jumping with an Injured Shoulder
3:21:55
Initial Injury and Decision to Seek Medical Attention
3:22:25
Shoulder Surgery Details and Complications
3:23:32
Post-Surgery Pain and Nerve Block Issues
3:25:39
Paralysis and Anesthesia Complications
3:26:42
Pain Management and Medication Issues
3:27:13
Rehab Process and Suicidal Thoughts
3:29:00
Foundation's Rehab Program and Results
3:30:07
Medication Issues and Error Code
3:30:41
Neurobehavioral Ward and Med Washout
3:31:51
Isolation and Detox Experience
3:32:21
Coming Out of the Haze
3:32:53
Initial struggles with sobriety and pain management
3:34:28
The introduction of art therapy and its impact
3:35:32
Overcoming addiction and finding a new sense of self
3:36:40
Sharing mental health strategies and pain management techniques
3:37:15
Discussing the challenges of transitioning out of the military
3:37:53
Starting Tribe Skates and finding a therapeutic outlet
3:38:24
Dealing with the aftermath of military service and medical board issues
3:40:05
Receiving World Record Invitation and Training
3:40:37
Deployment Experiences and Mental Health Struggles
3:41:48
Fracture Burning and Therapeutic Benefits
3:42:47
Separating from Family and Finding Solace in Skateboarding
3:42:56
Burning Paddles for EOD Unit and Unexpected Incident
3:43:34
Sanding and Preparing the Yard
3:44:04
The Old Lady's Knock on the Window
3:44:36
Physical Contraction and Muscle Memory
3:45:11
Injury and Aftermath
3:46:57
Initial Reaction and Decision to Seek Medical Attention
3:47:31
Preparation for Hospital Visit and Unexpected Event
3:48:02
Loss of Vision and Awareness
3:48:33
Regaining Sight and Superhuman Vision
3:49:07
Hospital Visit and Assessment of Injuries
3:50:10
Enzyme Production and Muscle Damage
3:51:11
Surgical Intervention and Tissue Removal
3:51:44
Medical Mystery and Unexplained Survival
3:52:47
Hospital Experience and Doctor's Concerns
3:53:20
Initial Reaction and Realization of Severity
3:55:03
Challenges and Limitations During Recovery
3:56:10
Returning to Activity and Overcoming Fears
3:56:44
Initial Struggles with Addiction and Infidelity
3:57:52
Consequences of Actions and Regret
3:58:29
Realization and Desperation
4:00:49
Realization of Hope and Acceptance in a Relationship
4:01:22
Desire to Heal with Others and Process Trauma
4:02:30
Regret and Guilt Over Past Actions
4:03:33
Experiencing a Profound and Unexplainable Event
4:04:05
Processing Trauma and Intention for Personal Growth
4:04:39
Feeling Trapped and Alone with Trauma
4:05:10
Sharing Traumatic Experiences with Others
4:05:45
Unresolved Emotions and Unspoken Truths
4:06:24
The Importance of Open Communication and Support
4:08:00
Cathartic Experience and Self-Reflection
4:08:36
Feeling Alive and Connected
4:09:07
Desire to Help Others and Secret Knowledge
4:10:11
Concerns about Wife's Reaction and Phone Notification
4:11:51
Ghost Instagram Account and Hacked Password
4:12:58
Panic and Contemplation
4:13:37
Reflection on Past Actions
4:14:12
Phone Call and Request to See Children
4:15:55
The Wife's Emotional Reaction to Infidelity
4:16:28
Regret and Sincerity in the Face of Painful Memories
4:17:01
Seeking to Work Through Issues and Avoid Losing the Relationship
4:17:35
Unfiltered Truth and a Desire to Make Amends
4:18:38
A New Beginning and Commitment to Redemption
4:19:42
The Worst Thing That's Ever Happened to Me
4:20:16
Breach of Loyalty and Ego
4:21:43
The Road to Recovery
4:22:26
Holding Each Other Accountable
4:24:10
The Difficulty of Transitioning Alone
4:25:16
Importance of Support and Open Dialogue
4:27:05
The Need for True Believers in Special Operations
4h 5m⏭ 4
7h 22m⏭ 4
4h 53m⏭ 5
2h 49m⏭ 3
4h 58m⏭ 3
5h 57m⏭ 3
3h 48m⏭ 3
5h 13m⏭ 4
2h 53m⏭ 3
4h 31m⏭ 4
3h 1m⏭ 4
6h 27m⏭ 3
1h 42m⏭ 3
1h 18m⏭ 4
1h 6m⏭ 1
1h 6m⏭ 3
2h 37m⏭ 2
2h 0m⏭ 2
1h 14m⏭ 2
38m
1h 9m⏭ 3
1h 17m
1h 1m
1h 14m⏭ 1