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00:00
Host Welcome and Guest Introduction
00:31
Guest Background Overview
01:01
Benghazi Heroism and Book Co-Authorship
01:32
Political Ambitions and Personal Interests
02:03
Music Writing Journey and Collaboration with David Coroo
03:05
Relationship with David Coroo and Creative Process
03:35
Patreon Platform and Community Engagement
04:07
Audience Question on Benghazi Preparedness
04:39
Discussion of Leadership Accountability and Security Failures
05:10
Personal Reflections on Benghazi Operations
06:13
Historical Context of Security Incidents and Lessons Learned
07:18
Transition from Blackwater to SOCOM and Early Career Challenges
07:49
Deployment Safety Concerns
08:19
Coast Operations and Travel Patterns
09:21
Weapon Preferences and Handgun Talk
09:53
SIG P211 GTO Introduction
10:23
Discussion of Gun Weight and Features
10:55
Compact Firearm Comparison
11:26
Interview Setup and Life Story Prompt
11:58
Early Military Interest and Family Background
12:42
Recruitment Station Influence
13:02
Aspiration to Fly an Apache Helicopter
13:33
Childhood Train Adventures and Family Absence
14:34
Father’s Departure and Early Abuse
15:06
Physical Abuse by Stepfather
16:40
Sexual and Physical Abuse from Multiple Adults
17:12
First Abuser in Iowa
17:44
Second Abuser in Colorado – Gold Camp Road Incident
18:05
Police Involvement and Evidence Issues
18:47
Interview Revelations About Childhood Abuse Prevalence
19:18
Discussion of Military and Societal Contexts for Abuse
20:51
Personal Decision to Delay Parenting
21:22
Fear of Repeating Abuse in Own Children
22:26
Communicating Threats and Safety to Children
23:27
Encouraging Open Dialogue About Abuse with Kids
23:59
Recounting the Three Abusers and Their Contexts
25:02
Early Physical Abuse and Fear of Parental Repercussions
25:32
Protective Instincts Toward Friends and Bullying Situations
26:04
Escalation to Police Involvement During Adolescence
27:07
Estrangement from Mother and Stepdaughter Conflict
27:38
Stepdaughter Disappearance and Family Search Efforts
28:09
Police and Child Protective Service Involvement
29:13
Accusations of Abuse Against Stepdaughter
29:44
Transition to Military-Style Employment and Life Insurance Reflection
30:16
Personal Health and Sleep Improvement Segment
32:19
Internalizing Childhood Abuse and Self-Protection
32:49
Realization of Wrongdoing and Family Intervention
33:20
Advice for Children Facing Abuse
33:50
Discussion of Parental Trust and Abuse Warning
34:20
Sibling Conversations About Physical Abuse
35:24
Witnessing Parental Violence and Hospitalization
35:55
Foster Home Abuse and Physical Injury
36:58
Early Interest in Military as Escape
38:04
Family Dynamics with Father and Step-Parents
39:07
Banking Abuse and Financial Exploitation
40:08
Sibling Relationships and Communication Patterns
41:10
Public Sharing of Trauma for Healing
42:44
Grandfather’s Toughness and Accidents
43:15
Family Discipline and Generational Curse Discussion
44:17
Breaking the Cycle with Team Members
45:55
Importance of Talking to Children About Boundaries
46:35
Legal and Protective Measures in Abuse Situations
47:18
Motivation to Join the Marine Corps
48:00
Boot Camp Experience and Family Influence
50:04
Leaving Home During Adolescence
50:36
Living with a Stripper and Early Adult Relationships
51:08
Apartment Living with Friends
51:40
Friend Moves In and Socializing
52:10
Moving Out and Storage Living
52:42
Surgery Decision and Parental Involvement
53:15
Church as a Community Resource
53:45
Baptism and Spiritual Identity
54:16
Counseling Session and Family Tension
55:17
Confrontation with Counselor and Decision to Leave
55:47
Early Theft Activities in Iowa
56:18
Car Theft and Police Encounter
56:53
Police Confrontation and Family Reaction
57:24
Legal Consequences and Parental Discipline
57:56
Transition to Colorado and Cessation of Theft
58:27
Early Employment and Money-Making Ventures
59:29
Boot Camp Conditions and Early Challenges
59:57
Recruitment Numbers and Drill Instructor Ratio
1:00:29
Rapid Promotion to Sergeant and Squad Leadership
1:01:33
Maintaining Rank Separation While Building Camaraderie
1:02:04
Ensuring Junior Soldiers Understand Leadership Roles
1:02:35
Training at 29 Palms and Live Fire Experience
1:03:05
Deployments to Okinawa, Thailand, Tinian, and Guam
1:04:07
Decision Against Recruiting Duty and Pursuit of MSG Duty
1:04:38
Confrontation with a Bullying Student and Legal Consequences
1:05:09
Impact of Past Abuse on MSG School Discharge
1:06:42
Transition to Civilian Life and New Employment Pathways
1:07:44
9/11 Impact on Work Plans
1:08:15
Recruiting Station Experience and Initial Rejection
1:08:46
Education in HVAC and Dissatisfaction with Civilian Job
1:09:16
First Contract as Gate Guard in Kuwait
1:09:47
Security Challenges and Interaction with Combat Veterans
1:10:17
Gate Guard to Interior Security Transition
1:10:48
Observations of Combat Zone Veterans in Kuwait
1:11:20
Search for Reliable Contracting Companies
1:11:51
Encounter with Blackwater and Training Issues
1:12:21
First Contract with Armor Group and Transition to Blackwater
1:13:54
Training for Overseas Deployment and GRS/Cobra Assignment
1:14:24
Airport Duty and Escorts as a Cobra
1:14:56
Advocating for Expanded Role in GRS Operations
1:15:28
Specialized Battalion Operations
1:16:00
COBRA and CAPO Contract Overview
1:16:30
Emergency Food Storage Promotion
1:17:51
Zip Recruiter Hiring Features
1:18:22
Recruitment Statistics and Benefits
1:19:25
Capo Program Selection Process
1:20:00
Training Curriculum and Physical Drills
1:21:30
Vehicle Operations and CQB Integration
1:23:52
Eye Health Challenges During Training
1:24:35
Corneal Deterioration and Contact Lens Use
1:25:05
Eye Transplants and Artificial Lenses
1:26:07
Vetting Process and Mask Requirement
1:27:08
Second Chance Through Re‑veting
1:27:39
Initial Deployments to Iraq and VVIP Duties
1:28:10
Rocket Attacks and Bunker Evacuation
1:29:13
Rescue of Injured Soldier with Shrapnel
1:31:16
Black Ops and Explosive Handling at the White House Facility
1:32:23
Night Watch and Communication Support for Tank Commander
1:32:55
Disclosure to Wife About Work
1:33:27
Decision to Inform Spouse After Media Coverage
1:33:58
Initial GRS Training in Afghanistan
1:34:32
Navigating Local Geography During Deployment
1:35:02
Experience in Harat and Knowledge of City Layout
1:35:33
Consulate Attack Overview
1:36:05
Details of the Attack and Immediate Response
1:37:08
Post-Attack Security Adjustments
1:37:38
Destruction of Consulate Building by TNT
1:38:10
Aftermath and Casual Observations
1:39:11
Transition to Libya Operations
1:39:42
Travel and Logistics in Tripoli
1:40:15
Securing the Old Embassy and Retrieval of Documents
1:40:45
Final Operations in Benghazi and CIA Annex Visit
1:41:16
Embassy Break-In and Site Reconnaissance
1:41:48
Local Reception in Benghazi
1:42:18
Duration of Initial Trips and Family Interruption
1:42:50
Fourth Trip During 9/11 and Regional Threats
1:43:21
Bob’s Role as Chief of Base in Benghazi
1:43:51
Security Incident Involving the British Ambassador
1:44:21
Checkpoint Operations and Tactical Constraints
1:44:51
Introduction to Sarah and Operational Collaboration
1:45:22
Previous Deployments with Sarah
1:45:54
High-Value Target Operations in Pesh
1:46:24
Encounter with Potential Ambush at Restaurant
1:46:55
September 11th Night Preparations and Intelligence Gathering
1:47:25
First Meeting with Local Intel Service Near Consulate
1:47:55
Vehicle Surveillance and Security Assessment
1:48:26
Observations of Unsecured Vehicle and Tactical Response
1:48:57
Intel on Government Facility Threat
1:49:27
Augmenting Security and Movement Adjustments
1:50:00
Ambassador Route Planning with Ran
1:51:03
Route Confirmation and Local Driver Negotiation
1:52:04
Building Layout Overview and Initial Alarm
1:53:07
Rapid Deployment of QRF Vehicles
1:53:37
Assessing Enemy Strength and Tactical Readiness
1:54:09
Decision to Engage vs. Stand Down
1:55:10
Internal Debate Over Rescue Plan
1:56:14
Ambassadors' Fatal Incident Discussion
1:56:45
Emergency Radio Call and Immediate Departure
1:57:48
Grenade Launcher Deployment Against Attackers
1:58:20
Team Coordination and Radio Communication
1:59:21
Encounter with Militia and Gunfire Confusion
2:00:23
Village Fire and QRF Involvement
2:01:26
Night Vision Challenges and Lone Observation
2:03:01
Vehicle Encounter and Misidentification
2:03:32
Drone Observation and First Aid Attempt
2:04:04
Hot, Dark Navigation and Repeated Exits
2:05:07
Marco Polo Search for Lost Team Member
2:05:38
Planning the Back Gate Jump and Security Coordination
2:06:10
Safe Room Search and Smoke Management
2:08:46
Encounter with RPG Attack During Second Assault
2:09:56
Roof Engagement and RPG Neutralization
2:10:48
Ambush Route and Drone Observation
2:11:19
Unidentified Forces and Vehicle Loss
2:12:22
Ambassador’s Body Retrieval and Grenade Launcher
2:13:55
Compound Defense Setup
2:14:57
Nighttime Attack and Tower Engagement
2:16:00
Ambassador’s Death Confirmation
2:17:36
Second RPG Assault and Evacuation Decision
2:18:08
Gunshot Injury and Immediate Response
2:18:41
Firefight Duration and Enemy Movements
2:19:13
Laser Targeting for Militia Guidance
2:19:44
Militia Arrival and Building Entry
2:20:14
Mortar Explosion Near Command Post
2:21:15
Multiple Mortar Hits and Casualties
2:22:18
Radio Coordination During Assault
2:22:50
Medical Aid for Severely Injured Soldier
2:23:22
Tourniquet Application Under Fire
2:23:53
Mortar Spotting and Tactical Adjustments
2:24:24
Communication with Team During Medical Evacuation
2:24:55
Calming the Injured Soldier and Equipment Management
2:25:27
Encounter with Oz and Use of Tourniquet
2:26:59
Assessment of Ron's Condition
2:27:29
Confirmation of Deceased Status for Multiple Individuals
2:28:31
Impact of Mortar Strikes on Building Integrity
2:29:34
Collection and Distribution of Weaponry
2:30:06
Attempt to Access Medical Room Amidst Chaos
2:31:09
Confrontation with Delta Force Over Safety Protocols
2:31:41
Assessment of Security Gaps and Threat Exposure
2:32:44
Delta Force Coordination and Roof Access
2:33:15
Discussion of Pulling Security and Ladder Use
2:33:46
Observation of Militia Presence Around Compound
2:34:18
Witnessing the Forced Removal from Roof
2:34:49
Reaction to the Incident and Emotional Response
2:35:20
Claims of Misrepresentation by Militia and Awards Controversy
2:36:22
Congressional Reports and Medal of Honor Discussion
2:37:56
Driver Swap and Flatbed Escape Plan
2:38:27
Long Route Through City and Militia Encounter
2:38:58
Militia Control of Airport and Unexpected Assistance
2:40:02
Boarding the Aircraft and Equipment Loading
2:40:34
Initial Injury and Blood Loss on the Plane
2:41:04
Tactical Response to Bleeding and Evacuation Attempts
2:41:34
Bullet Incident and Medical Decision Making
2:42:05
Adding Tourniquets and Managing Severe Blood Loss
2:42:35
Securing the Scene and Militia Negotiations
2:43:36
Recovery of Ambassador’s Body and Verification of Condition
2:44:38
Transport to the C130 and Coordination with Airlift
2:45:40
Landing, Debriefing and Evacuation Planning
2:46:11
Handling of Luggage and Evacuation Logistics
2:46:43
Debriefing at the CIA Compound and Evacuation Orders
2:48:15
Tripoli Arrival and USO Reception
2:48:45
Embassy Staff Looting and Credit Card Compensation
2:49:47
State Department Security Coordination with FBI
2:50:19
Return to DC and Medical Debriefing
2:50:50
Initial HQ Reception and Rumor Impact
2:51:23
Delta Force Presence During Attack
2:51:54
Medal of Honor Upgrade Claims
2:52:27
Critique of Award Process and Public Perception
2:52:58
Media Scrutiny and Delta Force Allegations
2:53:31
Confrontation with Fox News Coverage
2:54:02
Debunking Delta Force Claims and Congressional Evidence
2:54:36
Interaction with Other Podcasters and Family Investigations
2:55:11
Misrepresentation of Fire Situation by Delta Force
2:55:42
Family Outreach and Final Clarifications
2:56:43
Initial Question About Award Recipients
2:57:14
Critique of Misrepresented Service Records
2:58:26
Impact on Mental Health and Community
3:00:18
Challenges of Addressing False Claims
3:01:21
Personal Response to Media and Podcast Invitations
3:02:25
Decision to Engage Publicly with the Book
3:04:29
Experience Testifying Before Senate Committee
3:05:32
Discussion of Congressional Testimony
3:06:02
Accountability and Retaliation Claims
3:07:02
Bureaucracy and Corruption Narrative
3:08:06
Divorce, Remarriage, and Personal Challenges
3:08:38
Meeting the New Partner Through Interviews
3:09:09
Stalking and Training Encounters
3:10:13
Bunker Cybersecurity Promotion
3:11:15
Rocket Money Subscription Management Ad
3:12:20
Frustration with Media and Newsletter Launch
3:14:22
Free CIA Intelligence Brief Newsletter Promotion
3:14:53
Transition to Veteran Reintegration Discussion
3:15:26
Impact of Benghazi on Family Life and Twins
3:15:56
Mental Focus During Return Journey
3:16:27
Prayers and Thoughts About Fallen Warriors
3:17:27
Family Dynamics After Loss and New Births
3:18:28
Emotional Processing of Loss and Moving Forward
3:18:59
Personal Reflections on Prayer and Memory
3:19:30
Relationship with Fellow Veterans and Naming Practices
3:20:33
Health Complications Post-Deployment
3:21:04
Sleep Disturbances and Medical Treatment Challenges
3:22:05
Psychotic Sleep Medication and Dream Content
3:22:36
Decision to Stop Using Sleep Aids After Combat Trauma
3:23:06
Description of Relapsing Polychondritis Symptoms and Rarity
3:23:38
Prognosis and Survival Outlook for the Condition
3:24:11
Acknowledgment of Depression and Career Disruption
3:24:42
Discussion of Book and Movie Residuals and Financial Losses
3:25:13
Negotiations with Producers Over Life Rights and Creative Control
3:26:48
Walkthrough of Film Set and Accuracy of Annex Representation
3:27:19
Observations of Action Sequences During Filming
3:27:50
Dispute Over Roof Scene Representation and Producer Reactions
3:28:21
Final Decision to Disassociate from the Film Due to Creative Differences
3:29:52
Emphasis on Maintaining Political Neutrality in Narrative
3:30:23
Rehabilitation Challenges and Public Perception
3:30:54
Quiet Transition to Speaking Events
3:31:25
Emerging Leadership in Veteran Groups
3:31:56
Helping Others as Self‑Healing
3:32:26
Impact of Untreated Mental Health Issues
3:32:56
Family Dynamics and Hidden Struggles
3:33:27
Spousal Secrecy and Its Effects
3:33:58
Absence of Brotherhood in Combat
3:34:29
Survivor Guilt and Duty
3:34:59
Honoring Sacrifice Through Progress
3:35:32
Practical Advice for Transitioning Veterans
3:36:04
Education vs. Trade Skills for Veterans
3:37:08
Political Motivation and Local Activism
3:37:38
Opposition to Pandemic Restrictions
3:38:10
Community Mobilization and Protest
3:38:40
Critique of Law Enforcement Practices
3:39:10
Initial Decision to Run for Mayor
3:39:41
Navigating Ballot Eligibility Requirements
3:40:12
Collecting Signatures and Meeting Deadlines
3:41:47
Dealing with Ballot Removal Attempts
3:42:48
Mayor’s Authority Over Police Operations
3:43:49
Balancing Local and Federal Law Enforcement
3:44:21
Family’s Political Involvement and Support
3:45:22
Building a Campaign Team with Spousal Assistance
3:46:24
Team Leadership and Constituent Focus
3:46:57
Encouragement for Family and Future Generations
3:47:28
Thank You and Closing Remarks
3:47:59
Call to Action for Audience Engagement