Loading transcript...
Click for full transcript
Chapters & Sections (45)
▼
1:49
Childhood trauma and family dysfunction
3:22
Childhood Trauma and Abuse Memories
4:53
Family Denial and Retraumatization After Disclosure
11:00
Early Drug Addiction and Rehab History
12:28
Unresolved Trauma and Relapse in Hawaii
16:27
First Meth Experience and Drug Comparison
20:36
Moving in with Dealer and Club Distribution
21:51
Rise to Crystal Meth Queen in Waikiki
23:38
Prison Deal and Drug Distribution Network
25:10
Rise to Crystal Meth Distribution Boss
27:34
Meth Epidemic in 90s Hawaii
28:55
Betrayal by Dealer and NCIS Investigation
32:38
Drug-Fueled Life and Fleeing Federal Arrest
34:19
Crystal Meth Dealer Ambushed by Armed Gang
40:35
Betrayal and Arrest Setup
41:58
Federal Investigation and State Prison Plea
45:15
Prison System Injustice and Racial Disparities
46:58
Prison Experience and Reflections
48:11
Prison Life and Family Estrangement
50:29
Prison Loyalty and Drug Trafficking Operations
55:20
Drug Supply Chain and Prison Distribution
59:13
Transition from Dealer to Addict
1:00:18
Homelessness and Prostitution for Survival
1:01:52
Survival Sex Work and Abusive Exploitation
1:06:30
Detox Struggles and Pregnancy Discovery
1:07:57
Pregnancy Test and Turning Point
1:09:32
Detoxing and Legal Consequences
1:13:15
Sharing Past Trauma With Adult Children
1:15:04
Therapy, Pain, and Generational Trauma
1:18:45
Radical Acceptance and Healing Through Writing
1:20:34
Unlearning Self-Blame and Rewiring Trauma
1:24:35
Current Projects and Community Outreach
2h 53m⏭ 2
1h 28m⏭ 1
34m⏭ 1
1h 58m
39m⏭ 2
32m⏭ 1
1h 21m⏭ 4
1h 8m⏭ 4
22m⏭ 2
39m
1h 7m⏭ 2
2h 59m⏭ 3