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Growing up and Quitting Basketball
1:01
Getting into Pot and Selling It
2:03
Parents' Reaction and Legal Trouble
3:37
Leaving Pharmacy Tech Due to Drug Addiction
4:07
Education and Treatment Centers for Addiction
5:10
Selling Drugs in High School and College
6:14
IV Drug Use and Arrest
7:17
Relapsing in Florida
7:48
Getting Arrested and Found Unresponsive
8:18
Consequences of the First Arrest
9:51
Court Proceedings and Continuing Use
10:54
First Arrest and Felony Charges
11:24
Whizzinator, Fake UA Device, and Reckless Behavior
12:29
Second Arrest, DUI, and Possession Charges
13:00
Family Support and Overdoses
14:33
Initial struggles in drug court and fear of prison
15:04
Failing out of drug court due to continued use
15:35
Progression to fentanyl use and second arrest
16:38
Third arrest and DUI charges
17:42
Discussion of 'fell out' and personal experiences in prison
18:12
Patients with Brown Smudges and Ice Cream Cones
19:17
Nodding Out from Ice Cream
20:51
Arrests and Personal Experience with Addiction
21:22
Escalating struggles with addiction and job history
21:53
Work experience and education
22:56
Arrests and legal issues
25:01
Turning Point in Rehabilitation and Sentence Modification
25:32
Defining Slip-Ups and Relapse
26:03
Court's Perspective on Addiction Rehabilitation
26:34
Current Situation and Alternative Employment
27:38
Personal Experience with Addiction Rehabilitation
28:41
Comparison of Cannabis and Prescription Medication
29:13
Father's History with Substance Abuse
29:44
Family Dynamics and Denial of Prescription Drug Use
30:17
Father's Bingeing Behavior and Rehab Stints
31:19
Lack of Experience with Weight Loss and Dieting
31:49
Initial Craving and Loss of Control
32:22
Rationalization and Justification
32:52
Comparison to Addiction and Mental Illness
33:55
Discussion of Discipline and Genetics
34:27
Movie Recommendation and Treatment Centers
34:58
Conversation about Irritation with a Video Commenter
35:29
Initial Tattoo Discussion and Felony Charge
36:30
Tattoo Artist and Prison Experience
38:03
Impact of Tattoos on Social Interactions
38:33
Tattoo Placement and Societal Messages
39:34
Personal Experiences with Tattoos and Society
40:08
Police Officer's Flippant Attitude towards Public Concerns
41:40
Author's Personal Struggle with Addiction and Societal Stigma
42:12
Personal Experience with Felony Charges and Societal Impact
43:13
Addiction and the Need for Rehabilitation
43:44
The Cycle of Addiction and the Burden on Society
45:48
Fear of Failure and Financial Investment
46:19
Barriers to Obtaining a License with a Felony
46:49
The Cycle of Addiction and Relapse
47:22
Personal Experience with Relapse and the Importance of Vigilance
48:25
Overcoming Barriers to Education and Certification
48:57
Certification Process and Probation Delay
49:27
Probation Completion and Certification Holdup
50:00
Current Job Situation and Family Support
51:02
Overdose Experiences at Home
52:38
CPR and Narcan Administration
53:11
Multiple Overdoses and Hospital Treatment
54:13
Hospital Observation and Narcan Half-Life
55:16
Baker Act and Involuntary Treatment
56:19
Initial Reaction to Jail and Family Support
56:49
Sharing Personal Experience with Treatment and Jail
57:22
Emotional Struggle of Being in Jail and Family Support
59:26
Addiction and Family Dynamics
59:57
Responding to Comments and Emails
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