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Founding of 'Nowhere to Go but Up' and its Mission
2:45
Incarceration Experience and Rehabilitation
5:14
Early Childhood Trauma and Family Dynamics
7:49
Involvement in High School Gang Violence and Inciting a Riot
10:18
Early Involvement with Methamphetamine and Juvenile Hall
12:51
Manipulation and Learning to Use People for Advantage
15:22
Using Charm to Get What I Need from Women
17:57
Introduction to Methamphetamine and First Experience
20:30
Escalating Involvement with Cocaine and Other Substances
29:07
Escalating Aggression in Relationship and Moving to a New Apartment
31:36
Experiences with GHB and Other Substances
34:11
Overdosing on Ecstasy and Other Substances
36:48
Consequences of Reckless Behavior and Loss of Parental Rights
39:17
Physical Altercations with Law Enforcement and Head Trauma
42:23
Re-Engaging in Methamphetamine Use and Starting a Drug Dealing Enterprise
45:55
Experimenting with Methamphetamine and Starting a Dealing Enterprise
48:27
Experimenting with Methamphetamine Methods and Comparing Effects
51:01
Comparing Effects of Methamphetamine: Drinking vs. Smoking
53:40
Counterfeiting and Illicit Activities
56:40
Counterfeiting and Illicit Activities: Details of the Counterfeiting Process
59:07
Counterfeiting and Illicit Activities: Passing Counterfeit Bills
1:01:44
Arrest and Raid: A Close Call with Law Enforcement
1:04:20
Identity Theft and Credit Card Scams
1:06:47
Escaping and Reinforcing a Hideout
1:09:46
Using Stolen Identities to Rent Hotel Rooms and Avoid Detection
1:12:28
Arrest and Confrontation with a Hangaround from the Hell's Angels
1:15:37
Arrest and Confrontation with a Hangaround from the Hell's Angels: Avoiding Conviction
1:18:06
Life After Prison: Adjusting to Freedom and Societal Segregation
1:20:34
Adjusting to Prison Life and Societal Segregation
1:26:06
Securing a Financial Safety Net through Marriage and Manipulation
1:31:02
Using Stolen Credit Cards to Buy Electronics and Cash Out
1:33:36
Escaping the Treatment Center and Confronting Personal Demons
1:36:16
Turning Point and Early Recovery
1:38:59
The Impact of Joe Rogan's Podcast on Life
1:41:33
Opiate Addiction and Withdrawal
1:44:05
Using Edibles for Withdrawal Symptoms and Micro-Dosing THC
1:46:39
Turning Point and the Impact of Parenting on Trauma
1:49:11
The Connection Between Trauma and Systemic Issues
1:51:45
The 2008 Financial Crisis and Documentary Analysis
1:54:16
A Woman's Indictment and Credit Restoration Business
1:56:52
Career Transition and Prioritizing Family
1:59:22
Reconnecting with Daughter and Financial Support
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