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Chapters & Sections (43)
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The Reality of Being a New York Cop
5:21
Corrupt Cop's Personal Story: Stealing from a Homicide Scene
7:55
The Blue Wall of Silence and Police Culture
10:30
Police Training and Integrity
13:11
Police Corruption and Incentives
15:49
Police Corruption and Incentives: Financial Motivations
18:22
Early Experiences with Corruption and Bribery
20:56
Emotional Reactions to Traumatic Scenes
23:28
Involvement in Drug Dealing as a Cop
26:35
A Traumatic Incident and Emotional Reaction
28:59
Corruption and Bribery in the Police Force
31:33
Stealing Evidence and Selling Drugs
34:05
Relationship and Threats from a Suspended Officer
36:45
Meeting Baron Perez and Laac Compenia, a Dominican Drug Organization
41:55
Working with Adam Diaz and Laac Compania
44:26
Protecting Drug Organizations and the Death of Officer Venable
47:34
The Guilt of Protecting a Drug Organization and the Death of Officer Venable
50:06
Struggling with Identity and the Environment
52:40
Isolation and Loss of Camaraderie as a Cop
55:18
Arrest and Incarceration
58:25
The Emotional and Psychological Impact of Arrest and Incarceration
1:01:03
The Consequences of Immediate Gratification
1:03:34
The Consequences of Immediate Gratification: A Descent into Crime
1:06:09
Surviving Prison as a Cop
1:08:42
The Emotional Impact on Family Members
1:11:17
Mother Discusses Her Emotional Reaction to Imprisonment
1:14:27
Mother's Parenting Style and Emotional Expression
1:17:24
Emotional Reconnection with Family and Sense of Loss
1:20:10
Reflection on Guilt and Redemption
1:22:41
The Reality of Corruption in the Police Department
1:25:20
The Importance of Parental Approval and Love
1:30:29
The Power of Love and Human Connection
1:32:56
The Success of Conversation Cards
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