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Growing Up in a Dysfunctional Home Environment
1:01
Witnessing Domestic Violence and Abuse
3:04
Moving and Family Changes
3:37
Meeting a Role Model
4:08
Learning from the Role Model
4:39
Getting Involved in Drugs and Gangs
5:12
Learning the Flow of Making Money from Drugs
6:15
Starting to Sell Drugs at 15
6:47
Selling Drugs and Dropping Out of School
7:17
Introduction to Pagers and Brick Phones
7:48
Establishing a Drug Operation in Apartment Buildings
8:49
Avoiding Getting Busted and Hanging Out with Older Friends
9:22
Getting into Trouble as a Teenager
9:54
Involvement with Street Life and Gangs
10:25
Violence and Harassment by Gang Members
11:27
Introduction to Crystal Methamphetamine
12:31
Getting Own Place and Car at 15 Years Old
13:02
Dealing Drugs and Getting Picked Off
13:33
First Introduction to County Jail
14:04
Getting Involved in Manufacturing Phetamine
18:52
Initial Arrest and Prison Life
19:23
Life on the Tier
19:53
Charges and Prison Life
20:54
Legal Proceedings
21:26
Reflection and Newfound Perspective
21:56
Struggling with Addiction and Finding Purpose
22:27
Prison Life and the Importance of Respect
23:29
Gaining Respect through Hard Work and Self-Improvement
24:01
Chasing the High of Freedom and Making a Living
25:04
Feeling Trapped and Wanting to Sell More
26:08
Advice from Others and Fear of the Streets
26:38
Riots and Fear for Safety
27:12
Loyalty and Brotherhood
27:43
Taking Cars from a Used Car Lot
28:13
Motivation for Theft and Proving a Point
28:46
Planning and Execution of Theft
29:18
Breaking into the Used Car Lot
30:19
Finding and Smashing a Mustang
31:23
Getting Letters and Losing Cars
31:55
Pulled Over and Towed
32:27
Meeting with a Detective
32:57
Avoiding the Cops and Motorcycle Riding
34:30
Initial Arrest and Incident with Tow Dolly
35:01
Charges and Prison Sentence
36:36
Prison Experience and Sentencing
37:38
Manipulation and Prison Life
38:10
Pruno and Lockdowns
38:42
Hustling in Prison
39:13
Selling Goods and Boosting Supplies
40:46
Survival and Lockdowns in Prison
41:16
Prison Life and Routine
41:47
Addiction and Struggles After Release
43:50
Meeting the Idol and Wanting to Be Like Him
44:22
Realization of Idol's Troubled Life
44:53
Disillusionment and Failure to Follow Idol's Path
46:56
Establishing Connections for Smuggling
47:28
Prison Life and Contraband
48:00
Smuggling Tobacco and Drugs
48:32
Organized Effort for Smuggling
49:34
Smuggling Attempts and Failures
50:05
Overcoming Fences and Guards
50:36
Confronting the Guard
51:06
Planning and Directing Outside Help
51:37
Comparing Street and Prison Life
52:38
Reflecting on Past Escapes
53:09
Tobacco Smuggling and Business with Blacks
53:40
Rabbit's Fence Jumping Techniques
54:12
Jumping the First Gate and Using a Blind Eye View
54:44
Throwing Bags Over the Fence and Grabbing Them on the Other Side
56:17
Description of Day Room and Unexpected Events
56:48
Waiting for Release and Frustration
57:19
Reflection on Past Incarceration and Current Situation
57:49
Anxiety about Release and Freedom of Choice
58:51
Unexpected Delay in Release due to Warrant
59:21
Initial Frustration and Paperwork Issues
59:52
Meeting a Guy and Getting Involved in Credit Card Schemes
1:00:22
Getting into a Casino and Feeling Like You're on Top of the World
1:00:52
Feeling Glossy and Getting Involved in a Fraud Scheme
1:01:54
Lying to Family and Friends, and Buying Unnecessary Items
1:02:25
Struggling to Find Directions
1:02:56
Long and Difficult Journey
1:03:27
Getting Busted Again
1:03:58
Struggling with Addiction and Street Life
1:05:33
Initial Confrontation and Escape
1:06:04
Chase and Firing Incident
1:07:08
Reflection on the Event
1:07:39
Seeking Revenge and Help
1:08:10
Initial Arrest and Confusion
1:08:41
Parole Board Meeting and Drug Charge
1:09:42
Arrival at Treatment Center
1:10:13
Reflection on Recovery and New Lifestyle
1:11:14
Dropping Out of School and Struggling with Addiction
1:11:48
Time in County Jail and Reflections on Selfishness
1:12:17
Realization and Decision to Change
1:14:21
Realizing the Need for Change
1:14:52
Making a Decision to Seek Help
1:15:24
Finding Purpose and Direction
1:16:57
Learning to Live a New Way
1:17:27
Finding Guidance and Support
1:17:59
Confronting Past Mistakes
1:18:31
Building a New Life
1:19:01
Saving and Manifesting Change
1:20:06
Falling Victim to a Scam and Financial Loss
1:20:39
Rebuilding Relationships with Family Members
1:21:10
Developing a Relationship with Daughter and Finding New Purpose
1:21:43
Embracing Recovery and Abandoning Old Life Habits
1:22:13
Challenges and Humiliating Experiences in Recovery
1:23:16
Discovering a New Approach to Living
1:24:18
Embracing Consistency and Recovery
1:24:48
Coping with Loss and Emotional Strength
1:25:19
Sharing Experience and Helping Others
1:26:23
Parent's Death and Addiction
1:26:55
Mom's Brain Anism and Recovery Journey
1:27:26
Dad's Passing and Personal Reflections
1:28:30
Volunteering and Starting a New Facility
1:30:02
First Meeting and Experience in Tash State Prison
1:30:34
Discussion of Clearance and Permission for Interviews
1:31:35
Life After Treatment and Parole
1:32:06
Discharge and Life Changes
1:32:38
Reflection on Past and Current Situation
1:33:09
Choosing to Stay with Mother and Leaving Father's Side
1:33:41
Learning to Steal Cars and Easiest Methods
1:34:11
Scoping Out Cars for Theft and Using Scissors to Start Vehicle
1:34:42
Using Scissors to Steal Cars and Transporting Them Across Town
1:35:45
Involvement in Drug Sales and Motorcycle Shop Scam
1:36:15
Initial Encounter and Decision to Steal
1:37:16
Executing the Heist
1:38:18
Finding a Bike with Gas and Meeting Up
1:39:19
Exploring Neighborhoods and Corzo Mountain
1:39:49
Court Appearance and Rush
1:41:22
Chop Shop and Arrest
1:42:30
Phone Call and Request for Help
1:43:00
Description of Illegal Activities and Property
1:43:32
Discussion of Lab Equipment and Renting Houses
1:44:04
Description of House Destruction and Treatment Options
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