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3:43
Experimenting with Pills and Vodka
4:13
Getting High and Going on Joy Rides
5:17
Contrasting Childhood Experiences with Expectations
5:59
Feeling Like a Victim and Realizing Parental Fraud
6:49
Impact of Family Issues on Academic Performance
7:21
Comparison to Siblings and Feeling Pressure
8:22
Motivation for Law School and Career Choice
9:55
Using the School Newspaper for Personal Gain
10:57
Bartering with Professors for Grades
11:27
Confrontation with School Administration
11:58
Getting into Law School and Pursuing a Career
13:30
Inspiration to Pursue Law Career
14:02
Comparing Law and Shoe Sales
14:36
Law School Experience and Early Career Challenges
15:06
Working with Henry Hill and the Witness Protection Program
17:10
Using a Witness in Multiple Trials
17:42
Personal Experience with Addiction and Law Practice
18:12
Learning the Craft of Law
18:44
Winging It as a Lawyer
19:45
Coming to Terms with Addiction and Seeking Help
20:46
Reasons for Relocating Law Firm
21:16
Description of Westchester County and Ry Area
21:47
Opening Office in Mamin and Initial Uncertainty
22:19
Success of Law Firm in Westchester County
23:52
Opening a Restaurant as Marketing Device
24:23
Meeting the Owner's Friend
25:55
The Offer to Become General Counsel
26:59
Interviews and the Job Offer
27:30
The FBI Raid and Firefighting
28:00
Initial Client Interaction and Pattern Identification
28:33
Confronting the Boss about Fraud
29:04
Discussion of Yacht and Hookers
30:05
Setting Up a War Room to Prepare for Raid
31:41
Client Indicted, Hiring Multiple Law Firms
32:12
Managing Large-Scale Legal Representation
32:43
Crisis Management and Specialization
34:16
Personal Struggles with Addiction
35:19
Early Addiction and Financial Struggles
35:50
Financial Crisis and Unwise Decision-Making
36:21
Realization of Wrongdoing and Paranoia
37:22
Consequences and Uncertainty
38:56
Initial Despair and Decision to Dismantle Law Firm
39:28
The SBA Loans and Pandemic Relief
40:00
Applying for EIDL Loan and Lying on the Application
41:31
Using the Loan to Pay Off Credit Cards and Violating SBA Covenant
42:02
Grievance Case Turned Against the Speaker
42:33
Committee Confrontation and Resignation
43:05
Opioid Use and Attempted Suicide
44:10
Consequences of Opioid Use
45:11
Rehabilitation and Reflection
46:15
Realizing the Impact of Undiagnosed Bipolar Disorder
46:47
Revelation and Understanding
47:18
Confronting Past Behavior
48:21
Confirmation and Acceptance
54:07
Arrival at the Magistrate's Courtroom and Initial Reactions
54:38
Consequences of Being Kicked Out by My Wife and Struggling with Finances
55:08
Sharing Personal Struggles at an AA Meeting and Seeking Help
57:44
Adjusting to Life After Prison
58:15
Meeting a Woman in AA and Marriage
59:49
Prison Sentence and Downward Departure
1:01:23
Meeting Unlikely People and Finding Humility and Spirituality in Prison
1:01:53
Prison Story and Re-Entry Challenges
1:02:24
Visits from Family and Friends During Incarceration
1:05:03
Volunteering and Finding Purpose
1:05:35
Joining a Board of Directors
1:06:06
Seeking Guidance and Advice
1:06:37
Considering a Career in Ministry
1:08:40
The Author's Experience as a Student and Working at an Inner City Church
1:09:11
The Author's Observations on the Criminal Justice System and Marginalized Communities
1:09:42
The Author's Realization about the Support System for Black Men in Prison
1:10:14
The Author's Reflections on the Community and Support in Prison
1:12:20
Lynn's Initial Outreach and Negotiation
1:12:51
Securing Donations for Homeless Individuals
1:13:22
Reflections on Living in Greenwich and Bridgeport
1:14:25
Blogging About the Contrast Between Communities
1:15:28
Interview with a Hedge Fund Magazine Reporter
1:15:58
The Idea and Initial Steps
1:16:29
Finding a Home for the Ministry
1:17:00
Building Momentum and Community
1:18:35
Transitioning to Online Support Group and Growth
1:19:37
Becoming CEO of a Criminal Justice Organization
1:20:09
Allowing People with Lived Experience in Senior Roles
1:20:41
Challenges with Lawyers and Representation
1:21:12
Struggling to Get Law License Reinstated
1:21:42
Waiting for Decision on Law License Reinstatement
1:22:45
Receiving News of Law License Reinstatement
1:23:16
Regaining Law License and Initial Reaction
1:24:18
Sharing News with Family and Friends
1:25:49
New Opportunities and Ministry Expansion
1:27:21
Finding Fulfillment in Work and Life
1:28:24
Sharing Expertise and Helping Others
1:29:28
Overcoming Challenges and Finding Hope
1:30:00
Collaboration and Shared Values
1:31:01
Reframing Perspective on Fraud
1:31:32
Guiding Individuals Through the Process
1:32:04
Practical Advice for Starting Over
1:33:06
Personal Experience and Encouragement
1:33:37
Self-Blame and Inner Conflict
1:34:41
Prison Life and Humility
1:35:13
Financial Success and Responsibility
1:36:46
Car troubles and humor
1:37:16
Radio issues and Fonzi reference
1:37:47
Reflection on past behavior
1:38:48
First class travel and prison concerns
1:39:18
Trauma reaction and gratitude
1:39:50
Recounting Prison Experience and Foggy Morning Walk
1:40:21
Appreciation for Support Group and Conference Planning
1:41:22
White Collar Justice Conference and Respect for Self and Others
1:42:54
Conclusion and Call to Action
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