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0:08
Mental Hospital Experience and Feeling Alone
0:32
Comparing Past and Present Self
1:03
Consequences of Lying and Believing One's Own Lies
2:06
Realization of Fraud and Deception
3:08
The Complexity of Human Memory and Perception
3:40
Childhood, Parents' Deafness, and Siblings
4:13
Growing Up in a Non-Traditional Household
4:46
Age, Appearance, and Family Background
5:50
Financial Struggles and Moving Out of Milwaukee
6:55
First Experience with Weed and Early Entrepreneurship
13:45
First Time Using Opiates and School Incident
15:23
Vomiting in the Bathroom and Seeking Help
15:53
911 Call and Hospitalization
19:04
Initial Reaction to Hospitalization and Police Involvement
19:35
Discussion of Narcan Use and Hospital Treatment
20:07
Communication with Mom and Nurse
20:41
Hospital Stay and Transfer to Mental Health Facility
23:18
Life in the Youth Building
24:21
Rules and Restrictions
25:55
Chapter 51 and Consequences
27:30
Fear of Expulsion and Plea to Finish High School
28:01
Alternative School Decision and Restrictions
28:32
Consequences of Addiction and Banned from Original School
29:34
Incident in the Closet and Drug Testing Issues
32:13
Getting caught with contraband and returning to the hospital
33:16
Consequences of getting caught, waiting for a doctor's evaluation
34:19
Doctor's evaluation and new chapter 51
36:55
Arrival at Juvenile Facility and Initial Experience
37:26
Holding Cell and Transfer to Winnebago
38:59
Initial Reaction and Refusal to Participate
41:35
Realizing the need to seek help and attend groups
42:06
Experiences in drug rehabilitation groups
43:08
Observations and concerns about the mental hospital environment
44:09
Reflections on personal growth and acceptance of the program
45:45
Initial Impressions and Frustration
46:16
Finding Ways to Progress
46:47
Gaining Comfort and Distractions
47:22
Observations of Others' Behavior
50:29
Patient's Yard and Fence
51:00
Patient's Attempt to Escape
52:06
Staff Response and Restraint
53:40
Slenderman Stabbings Case
54:12
Murderous Plot and Survival
54:43
Consequences of the Crime
55:13
Inconsistencies in Sentencing
56:50
Visits and Contraband
1:03:06
PO Visit and Chapter 51 Discussion
1:04:12
Getting Ready to Leave
1:04:41
Conflict with PO and Caseworker
1:05:13
Phone Call with PO, Caseworker, and Counselor
1:06:16
Release Date Set and Outpatient Appointment
1:06:47
Getting Ready to Leave and Acceptance of Release
1:07:51
Arrival Home and Planning
1:08:23
Planning Further Action
1:09:26
Unsuccessful Attempt to Get Rid of Items
1:09:57
Sneaking Out and Getting into a Stolen Vehicle
1:11:36
Getting Pulled Over and Arrested
1:12:39
Incarceration and Visitation Challenges
1:13:11
Visitation and Communication Issues
1:13:42
PO's Attempt to Send the Speaker to a Halfway House
1:14:14
Convincing Parents to Refuse the Halfway House
1:15:52
Discovery of Contraband and Charges
1:16:54
Challenges with Rehab Plans and DPA
1:17:59
Acceptance of Rehab Plan and Transportation Issues
1:18:32
Rehab Experience and Sheriff's Transportation
1:19:36
Life in Rehab and Visits from Parents
1:20:43
DXM and Medicine Issues
1:21:13
Visiting and Unusual Behavior
1:22:16
Feeling Uncomfortable and Queasy
1:23:54
Walking Laps and Allergic Reaction
1:25:28
Initial Motivation to Participate in Program
1:25:58
Experience with Deferred Prosecution Agreement
1:27:05
Cheating the System and Finding Ways to Succeed
1:28:09
Therapy and Self-Reflection
1:30:15
Background and Setup for House Raid
1:34:56
Initial Police Encounter and Arrest
1:35:16
Neighbor Complaints and Police Investigation
1:35:26
Description of Property Damage and Chaos
1:35:59
Arrest Processing and Charges
1:36:30
Discussion of Drug Charges and Focus on LSD
1:40:50
Surveillance Evidence and Raid Preparation
1:44:17
Initial drug testing issues and Co's shutdown
1:45:21
Co's shutdown and potential drug use
1:46:22
Returning to drug use and failing a drug test
1:47:57
Consequences of violating bond conditions and multiple cases
1:49:00
Bail Jumping and Court Avoidance Strategies
1:50:02
Cheating the System and Finding Loopholes
1:51:06
Bail Bondsmen and Bail Amounts in Wisconsin
1:52:38
Initial Cooperation and Bail Discussion
1:53:10
Bail Negotiations and Leniency
1:53:42
Court Appearances and Jail Time
1:54:12
Judge's Ultimatum and Bond Money
1:54:44
Parental Support and Tough Love
1:55:16
Jail Life and Family Dynamics
1:56:51
Challenges of Calling Home from Jail
1:57:52
Concerns about Public Defender and Hiring a Paid Lawyer
1:58:55
Global Plea and Sentencing Options
2:00:00
Cooperation and Probation Terms
2:01:34
Work Release Program Details and Flexibility
2:02:06
Employment and Financial Situation
2:03:08
Returning to Work Release Program and Incident
2:05:13
Mall Incident Details and Consequences
2:06:17
Probation and Prison Life in Milwaukee
2:07:20
Prison Conditions and Quarantine
2:08:22
Halfway House Experience in Stevens Point
2:10:30
Initial concerns about being alone and not messing up
2:11:01
Finding ways to leave the halfway house and get things without being detected
2:11:31
Meeting a new roommate who is an alcoholic and avoiding drug tests
2:12:36
Waiting for the right moment to drink and avoiding detection
2:13:07
Drinking with the new roommate and getting into trouble
2:14:41
Finding Fake Urine Test and Blame
2:15:14
Consequences of Fake Urine Test and Being Kicked Out
2:15:46
Life in Jail and Halfway House
2:16:51
Prison Life and Sentencing
2:19:31
90-day sanction and Anger Management program details
2:21:07
Program rules and consequences
2:21:38
Attitude towards the program and release
2:23:12
Reflection on past experiences and current situation
2:23:44
Preparing for the Inheritance of a Family Home
2:24:48
Realizing the Severity of Legal Consequences
2:25:18
Understanding Parental Concerns and Lack of Understanding
2:27:26
Financial Support and Expectations
2:28:00
Current Job and Work Experience
2:28:32
Snow Plowing and Parking Garage Issues
2:29:33
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