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0:08
Stealing and Selling Items, Feeling Paranoid
0:30
Working at Nintendo's Customer Service Line
1:03
Playing Halo 2 and Understanding Stuck in a Game
1:34
Nintendo's Customer Service and Hotline
2:04
Helping Customers with Nintendo Issues
2:35
Working on Projects and Advertising for Nintendo
7:17
The speaker's desire to continue the feeling of euphoria
7:48
Manipulating the situation for more painkillers
8:20
The speaker's experience with patches and oxies
9:22
Finding a way to sustain the habit
11:27
Meeting Rael in jail and reconnecting as adults
11:58
Supporting Rael's addiction and feeling trapped
12:30
Creating fictitious people to avoid confronting addiction
13:02
Pretending to ship games and selling them for drug money
13:33
Paranoia and fear of being caught stealing from work
14:05
Fights with Rael and threats to turn him in for theft
15:07
Manager's Threats and Unsettling Behavior
16:08
HR's Involvement and Confrontation
16:39
Panicking and Leaving Work
17:42
HR's Questions and Suspicion
18:44
Losing Job and Feeling Pressure
19:15
Financial Struggles and Resignation
20:16
Using 401k for Short-Term Support
21:49
Creating Systems to Get Replacements (continued)
22:19
Using Fake Information to Obtain Replacement Systems
22:50
Redirecting Shipped Items to a Hotel for Resale
23:21
Selling Systems Online or at Pawn Shops
23:52
Repeatedly Selling Systems to Pawn Shops
24:53
Experiencing Order Deletions and Difficulty with Online Transactions
25:55
Feeling trapped in a toxic relationship
26:27
Desperation and theft
27:30
Robbing a tanning salon
28:32
Getting away with the robbery
29:34
First Robbery and Gas Station Incident
30:07
Chase and Escape from Police
30:39
McDonald's Incident and Calming Down
31:10
Second Robbery and Girlfriend's Past
32:13
Third Robbery and Nervousness
33:16
Initial Robbery Attempt
33:47
Phone Disconnection and Escape
34:20
Rental Car and Police Pursuit
35:22
Robbery Streak and Tanning Salon Incident
35:57
Baskin-Robbins Robbery
36:27
Espresso Stand Robbery and Aftermath
36:58
First Robbery Attempt
37:29
Second Robbery and Gun Incident
38:01
Escalation and Consequences
39:33
Continued Robberies and Realization
40:35
Recognizing People and Mannerisms
41:07
Confrontation with Authorities
42:10
Arrest and Interrogation
43:13
Offer to Cooperate with Authorities
44:14
Initial Arrest and Processing
44:46
Bail and Felony Charges
45:17
Jail Experience and Bail Reduction
46:52
Court Appearance and Attorney's Advice
47:56
Initial Disappointment with Attorney's Progress
48:27
Request for Lower Sentence
48:57
Rejection of Request and Family's Involvement
49:28
Reflection on Past Events and Emotional Response
51:36
Mom's Mental Health Problems and Attention Seeking
52:06
Fear of Being Robbed and Losing Control
52:36
Story about a Subway Robbery and Shooting
53:40
Reflection on Ignorance and Trauma
55:12
Rush to Judgment and Unfair Sentencing
56:17
Prison Experience and Treatment
57:19
Fear of Prison Violence and Isolation
58:23
Initial Encounter with Gang Members and Refusal to Join
59:59
Gang Dynamics and Expectations
1:00:29
Escape from Gang Life and Transfer to Medium Security
1:02:04
Jason's ID and Gym Incident
1:02:35
Waiting for Jason to Return
1:03:05
PUD's Warning and the Fight Begins
1:03:36
The Intense Fight
1:04:07
Aftermath and Life in the Hole
1:05:40
Meeting Al Davis and getting into a fight
1:06:10
Consequences of the fight and being sent to the hole
1:06:42
Trying to clear my name and get a phone
1:07:13
Being searched and accused of having a phone
1:07:46
Reflections on the experience and being sent to a new unit
1:09:22
Meeting Matt and His Unusual Behavior
1:10:23
Matt's Fighting Skills and Prison Life
1:10:54
Consequences of Matt's Actions and Karma
1:12:57
Regrets and Alternative Paths
1:13:28
Work Release Program and Job Opportunities
1:13:59
Restitution and Legal Consequences
1:14:31
Friendship and Support in Prison
1:16:05
Talented People and Friendships in Prison
1:16:35
Unhealthy Facebook Relationships
1:17:05
Prison Re-Offending and Friend's Struggles
1:17:37
Prison Life, Sentencing, and Programs
1:19:10
Halfway House Struggles and Journalist's Story
1:19:43
Reaching out to the writer for help with PE
1:20:14
Getting a letter written to help with PE
1:20:45
Moving to a halfway house and finding new work
1:22:50
Working for Big-Name Construction Companies and Growing Affinity for a Specific Industry
1:23:20
Sharing Personal Story and Manager's Intervention
1:24:25
Meeting Jeremy and Learning About Raquel's Past
1:25:26
Reaching Out to Ex-Girlfriend and Her Reaction
1:25:57
Life in Close Custody and Receiving Letters from Ex-Girlfriend
1:26:32
Ex-Girlfriend's Initial Support and Subsequent Disappointment
1:27:02
Ex-Girlfriend's Financial Support and Tablet Gift
1:27:35
Ex-Girlfriend's New Relationship and Distance
1:28:05
Ex-Girlfriend's Current Situation and Mother's Support
1:30:38
Disappointment and Bitterness in a Past Relationship
1:32:14
Comparing Current Life to Past Experiences
1:32:46
Overcoming the Past and Moving Forward
1:34:23
Difficulty Processing Traumatic Events
1:34:54
Current Life and Avoidance of Past
1:35:57
Appreciation for Current Life
1:37:28
Initial Relief and Gratitude After Release
1:39:00
Concerns About Healthcare in Prison
1:39:32
Fear of Being Sent Back to Prison
1:40:35
Feeling Sick to My Stomach
1:41:07
Counting Anxiety and Panic Attacks
1:43:09
Miscalculated Time and Reincarceration
1:43:40
Injustice and Embarrassment in Math
1:44:12
Prison Release Scam
1:44:43
Dave Campbell's Story
1:46:17
Bank Robber's Release and Regrets
1:46:49
Drunk and Laid in Halfway House
1:47:20
Prison Story about Bulldog and a Kid
1:47:51
Institutionalized Prisoner's Story
1:48:22
Beating and Proving Oneself in Prison
1:49:24
More Prison Stories and Experiences
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