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Growing up in a devout Mormon family and leaving the church
0:18
Differences between growing up as a Mormon in the 70s and 80s versus now
1:01
Bishop's interviews and inappropriate questions
3:36
Mormonism's Godhead and Joseph Smith's Claims
4:08
The Story of the Golden Plates and Angelic Intervention
5:11
Criticisms of Joseph Smith's Methods and Tools
6:14
Joseph Smith's Folk Magic Beliefs and Con Artist Activities
7:17
Joseph Smith's Multiple Versions of the First Vision and Church's Official Version
8:21
Personal Experience with Criticism in Sunday School for Questioning the Prophet
9:22
Joseph Smith's Polygamy and Pedophilia, and Critique of Mormonism's Teaching on Sex Before Marriage
10:25
Critique of Mormonism's Word of Wisdom and Soda Consumption
10:57
Mormon Alternatives to Alcoholic Drinks
11:28
Joseph Smith's Tobacco Use and the Word of Wisdom
12:01
The Revelation Against Coffee and Tea
12:31
Cherry-Picking Scriptures and the Word of Wisdom
13:34
Personal Experience with Church Expectations
14:36
Criticisms of Mormon Church Practices
15:07
Ghost Bed Advertisement and Promotions
16:08
Mormon Church Requirements and Temple Secrets
17:44
Ceremony Details and Significance of Names
19:48
Revelation and Magical Thinking in Mormonism
21:22
Introduction to Polygamy in Colorado City and FLDs
21:52
Comparison of Mainstream Mormons and FLDs
22:23
Breakaway Mormon Sect in Big Love and Triggering Content
22:54
Personal Experience with Polygamists at Walmart
23:57
History of Polygamy and the Mainstream Mormon Church
24:30
Shortening Missionary Terms and Changing Sunday Schedule
25:32
Changes to Church Attire, Including Garments
26:02
Modernization and Flexibility in Church Practices
28:05
Record Deal Offer and Church Pressure
28:36
Rejection of Record Deal and Personal Life
29:06
Seeking Advice from the Bishop
30:09
Husband's Tennis Career and Mormonism
31:12
Growing Up in Southern Utah and Discovering Homosexuality
32:14
Becoming an Activist in the Queer Rights and Civil Rights Communities
32:45
Conflict with Church and Politics
34:50
Mormon Community's Stance on Gay Marriage
35:24
Personal Experience with Gay Marriage Debate
36:57
Confrontation and Leaving the Church
38:32
The Shelf Metaphor and Its Implications
39:04
Consequences of Having a Shelf
39:36
The Experience of Leaving Mormonism
40:07
Comparing Experiences with Other Religions
42:15
Neighbor's Campaign Against Scientologists
42:45
Consequences of Refusing Scientology
43:17
Speaker's Relationship with Parents and Church
44:21
Label of Apostate and Consequences
45:21
Mormon Church's Negative Impact on Mental Health and Suicide Rates
46:58
Church's Treatment of LGBTQ+ Individuals
47:29
Personal Experience with Mormon Church and Religious Trauma
48:32
Comparison to Other Religions and Personal Anecdote
49:02
Sharing Prison Experience on First Date
49:35
Church Rules and Community Protection
50:07
Guidance and Confidentiality
51:40
Prison Experience as Potential Problem
52:42
Initial Dating Experience and Conflict
53:44
Text Notification Incident with Wife
54:16
Comparison to Ross from Friends and Mormonism Expectations
54:47
Concerns about Bishops' Interviews with Children
55:18
Sam Young's Crusade to Protect Children
56:20
Personal Experience and Perspective on Covid-19's Effects
57:22
Challenges in Rebuilding the Music Scene
58:54
Starting a True Crime YouTube Channel During Covid-19
59:26
Conceiving the Channel and Initial Niche Focus
59:57
Dining with Death and Last Meals of Serial Killers
1:00:27
Food Episodes and Playlists on Dark Hearts with Stacy Lee
1:02:03
Transition to True Crime and Mysteries without Food Element
1:02:33
Conspiracy Stories, Cults, and Dark Phenomena
1:03:06
Dangerous Cult Leaders and Followers
1:04:07
Psychology of Abusive Upbringing and Cults
1:05:09
Book Recommendation and Fight Club Connection
1:06:41
Government Response to Apocalypse
1:07:11
Consequences of Government Action
1:07:42
Author's Interest in Jonestown and Church
1:08:13
Personal Experiences with Church Services
1:09:13
Author's Struggle to Find Community
1:09:46
Prison Experience and Church Outreach Programs
1:10:19
Disappointment with Mormon Church's Lack of Action
1:10:51
Whistleblower's Revelation and Church's Response
1:11:22
Personal Experience with Homelessness in Las Vegas
1:11:53
Criticisms of Mormon Church's Wealth and Inaction
1:13:25
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