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0:08
Being on LAPD's Most Wanted List and Childhood Trauma
0:30
Parents' Divorce and Initial Trouble
1:03
Trouble in School and Assault on Assistant Principal
3:06
Struggling in Private Schools and Getting Kicked Out
3:36
Math Test Incident and Consequences
4:38
Moving to Public School and Early Troubles
5:09
Getting Involved with Friends and Substance Abuse
6:12
Experimenting with Drugs and Rebellion
6:45
Selling Drugs at a Young Age
7:17
Functioning Addict and Sports
7:47
Meeting Stepfather and Initial Dislike
8:17
Confrontation with Stepfather
9:17
Friend gets hit in the head with a beer bottle and falls into a jacuzzi
9:48
Dude doesn't know how to swim, gets rescued by mom
10:19
More about the accident and its aftermath
10:52
Speaker's mom's past, including her time at the Playboy Mansion
11:23
Mom turns down Hugh Hefner's offer to be a centerfold
11:53
First meeting between mom and her future husband Spiro
15:32
First Red Flag and Family Disagreements
16:04
Moving Out and Party Life
17:05
Boy Scouts and Eagle Scout Achievement
18:37
Island Life and Scout Activities
19:08
Sneaking Off to Meet Girls
19:38
Taking a Boat Out at Night
20:09
Getting into Gang Activity in LA
21:12
Gang Violence at School
21:43
Corrupt cops in the Rampart district
22:14
Gangs and police corruption
22:45
Tagging crews and gang rivalries
24:49
Gang Violence at the House Party
25:20
Injuries and Regular Occurrences
25:51
Therapy and Moving Out
26:52
Topanga Canyon Culture and Drug Use
27:23
Selling Drugs in Topanga Canyon
27:54
Initial Dislike and Gradual Acceptance of a Friend
28:24
Fox Undercover Report and Exposure on TV
28:58
Gang Involvement and Madness
29:29
Buddies Joining Gangs and Disappearance
30:00
Gang Life and Serious Consequences
31:02
Shooting Spree and Neighborhood Impact
31:33
Gang Violence and Overkill
32:05
Personal Experience with Gang Violence
32:37
Escaping Trouble and Moving to Arizona
34:09
Getting Influenced by Music and Drinking
35:10
House Party Antics and Theft
36:41
Speeding and Drifting
37:11
Initial Car Trouble and Injury
38:14
Hospitalization and Surgery
39:47
Dog's Accident and Hospitalization Details
40:19
Court Proceedings and Confusion
41:50
Prosecution's Hypocrisy
42:21
Taking Ownership of Negligence and Systemic Issues
42:52
Geographical Change and Addiction
43:55
Working for a Fundraising Company
44:09
Unfair Percentage and FTC Investigation
44:26
Crazy Lifestyle and Office Management
45:27
Moving back to San Diego for family reasons and business opportunities
45:58
Brother's construction company and personal life
46:28
Father's financial struggles after divorce and current work situation
47:31
Current family dynamics and business opportunities
48:33
Initial Pool Installation and Expansion
49:05
Business Growth and Financial Success
50:06
Lifestyle and Spending Habits
51:38
Dad Jokes and Family Memories
52:08
Paranoid Driving and Financial Concerns
52:40
Party on the River with Family
53:12
Disagreement and Rest
53:42
Brother's Blackjack Incident
54:14
Overdose and Ambulance Call
57:24
Initial Incident and Court Appearance
58:27
Testimony and Trial Preparation
59:28
Private Attorney and Negotiations
1:00:00
Initial Arrest and Prosecution
1:00:30
Plea Deal Negotiations
1:01:30
Release Date Disappointment
1:03:03
The Author's Worst Mistake and Job Loss
1:04:38
Homelessness and Car Theft
1:05:11
Stealing Cars and Running from Stores
1:06:15
Targeting High-End Items and Stashing Cash
1:07:48
LAPD's Most Wanted List and a Noise Complaint
1:08:51
Initial Confrontation and Door Pushing
1:09:22
Door Slams Open, Escape Begins
1:09:54
Jumping from Patio to Street
1:11:57
Description of the Chase
1:12:27
Confronting the Suspect
1:12:58
Seeking Help and Lay Low
1:13:29
Returning to the Scene
1:14:30
Initial Confrontation and Reaction
1:15:02
Escaping the Scene
1:15:33
Finding a Safe Route
1:16:03
Overcoming Obstacles and Escaping Further
1:17:06
Jumping from Carport and Evading Police
1:17:36
Seeking Help and Hiding in an Apartment
1:18:07
Getting Updates and Planning Escape
1:18:39
Navigating the Neighborhood and Finding Shelter
1:20:11
Arrest and Physical Altercation
1:20:42
Transfer to Division and Tank
1:21:44
LA County Jail Experience and Gangs
1:22:49
Description of Sheriff Behavior and Jail Conditions
1:23:52
Indictment of Sheriffs and Jail Conditions
1:24:53
Description of Modern Jail Segregation and Protocols
1:25:54
Learning to Run a Structured Life in Prison
1:26:27
Becoming a Shot Caller in Prison
1:26:58
Consequences of Addiction and Violence in Prison
1:28:30
First Prison Term and Sentencing
1:29:02
Incarceration and Parole
1:29:33
Criminal Activities and Arrests
1:30:36
Burglary and Grand Theft
1:31:37
Mandated Programs and Sentencing
1:35:14
Shooting Details and Aftermath
1:36:17
Personal Anger Issues and Reaction to Brother's Death
1:37:20
Brother's Death and Funeral Planning Issues
1:38:22
Deciding to Leave LA and Support Family in San Diego
1:38:54
Conflict with Restaurant Employee and Job Loss
1:39:56
Resorting to Old Habits in San Diego
1:41:29
Living in Hotels and Stealing Cars
1:42:30
Rental Car Scam and Obtaining Stolen Vehicles
1:43:35
Driving a Stolen Car and Getting Pulled Over
1:44:06
High-Speed Pursuit by Police
1:44:37
Initial Pursuit and Car Chase
1:45:08
Tire Popped, Cop Pursuit Continues
1:45:39
Hopping Fences and Escaping Pursuit
1:46:09
Fleeing to a Crawl Space and Hiding
1:47:43
Realization of Addiction and Desperation
1:48:05
Turning Point in Jail
1:48:46
Seeking Guidance and Signs from God
1:50:50
Getting a Drug Program Offered by the Judge
1:51:22
Anthony's Experience in the Program
1:52:57
Dental Surgery and Unexpected Visit from US Marshal
1:53:29
Initial Arrest and Discovery of Undercover Operation
1:54:32
Legal Advice and Sentencing
1:55:33
Accountability and Responsibility in Prison
1:56:36
Initial Issues with Art App and COVID-19 Backlog
1:57:08
Halfway House Experience and First Step Act Issues
1:57:38
Faking the Funk in the Program and Management Variables
1:59:41
Initial Struggle and Re-Application
2:00:12
Returning to the Program and Learning Experience
2:00:43
Mentoring and Leadership Role
2:01:46
Chaos and Incident in the Unit
2:02:18
Arrival and Initial Conditions
2:02:51
Cell Description and Discovery of Damage
2:03:21
Captain's Response to Damage
2:03:51
Consequences of Damage and Shots
2:04:22
Concerns about Extra Time and Escape Attempts
2:05:25
Initial Experience in the Halfway House
2:05:57
Overdose and Unpleasant Interactions with Staff
2:06:28
Finding a Job and Starting to Turn Life Around
2:06:59
Meeting Joo and Finding Inspiration
2:11:08
Planning a Skydiving Jump with a Friend
2:11:43
First Skydiving Experience and Vows
2:13:15
Sharing a Skydiving Story with a Friend
2:13:45
The Unexpected Skydiving Adventure
2:14:47
Fear and Numbness During the Jump
2:15:52
The Decision to Continue Skydiving
2:16:21
Taking Off and Initial Fear
2:16:52
View from the Airplane
2:17:23
Meeting the Jump Master and Pre-Jump Preparation
2:17:55
The Jump Experience
2:18:58
Desire to Give Back and Help Others
2:19:30
Fitness and Nutrition Coaching
2:20:01
Jumping into Online Coaching
2:20:32
Program Growth and Success Stories
2:22:06
Working with High-Ups and New Opportunities
2:22:38
Veteran Organization Fundraising and Support
2:23:08
Personal Connections and Encouragement
2:24:43
Climbing Up and Achieving Success
2:25:14
Considering Prison Ministry and Outreach Programs
2:26:17
Personal Experience with Prison Outreach Program
2:27:19
Challenges Faced by Former Felons in Reintegration
2:28:22
Difficulty finding resources and lack of a clear plan
2:28:54
Importance of self-rehabilitation and having a plan
2:29:24
Learning from others and finding role models
2:29:54
Success stories of individuals who have turned their lives around
2:30:57
Real-Life Examples of Job Success
2:31:27
Union Jobs and Career Advancement
2:31:58
Motivation and Taking Responsibility
2:33:32
The Consequences of Snitching and Betrayal
2:34:02
Prison Life, Responsibility, and Personal Growth
2:35:05
A Cellmate's Story and Warning
2:35:37
Concerns about a Cellmate's Relationship
2:36:38
The Consequences of Ego-Driven Decisions
2:37:08
Ego and Men's Behavior
2:37:40
A Personal Experience with Ego-Driven Behavior
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