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Growing Up in a Small Ontario Town with Crime and Drugs
0:32
Father's Absence and Influence
1:03
Dad's Addiction and Jail Time
2:36
Desire to be Like Dad and First Assault Charge
3:08
First Arrest and Holding Cell Experience
3:39
Second Arrest and School Incident
4:11
Open Custody Experience
5:13
Secure Custody and Violence
6:16
Physical Altercation and Staff Intervention
6:46
Taking Credit for a Fight
7:17
Repercussions and Family Reaction
7:48
Moving to a New Living Situation
8:19
Enabling and Drug Use in the Family Home
8:52
Discovering a Parent's Addiction
9:23
Dad's Request to Cook
9:53
Cooking and Mistakes
10:23
Learning to Cook Correctly
10:53
Smoking and Getting a Job
11:24
Dad's Behavior and Influence
12:25
Ghost Bed Mattress Features and Guarantee
12:55
Discount Offer and Free Shipping Information
13:27
Unusual Family Incident with Plate Smashing
13:58
Dad's Girlfriend and Opiate Use
14:29
Emotional Connection with New Mother Figure
15:32
Description of neighborhood and introduction to Parkside Drive
16:03
Meeting people at the house on Parkside Drive and experiences with Todd
16:34
Cops surrounding the house and dad's arrest
18:36
Adult Charge and Court Experience
19:38
Judge Lens and Dad's Reputation
20:38
Branford Jail Experience and Dad's Work
21:41
Initial Reaction to Jail and Unexpected Reunion with Father
22:12
Conversations with Father and Newfound Appreciation for Life
23:45
Post-Jail Experience and Job Search
24:45
Zach Drives to Work and Weed Deal Discussion
25:17
Chris and Monty Plan to Take Weed from Temp
25:48
Jamming the Hopper and Storing Weed
26:19
Splitting the Weed and Blaming the Temp
26:51
Confrontation with the Temp and Reporting to Boss
27:57
Getting Fired and Accusation of Theft
28:28
Confrontation with Manager and Threats
28:58
Aftermath of Losing Job and Struggling to Find New One
31:03
Family Issues and Confrontations
31:34
Selling Drugs and Robbery
32:05
Machete Attack and Theft
33:38
Working for Hollywood
34:11
Meeting Sue and Joe, and Switching Between Grandma's and Dope House
34:43
Selling Ice, Robberies, and Hallucinations
35:15
Living with Sue, Dealing Ice, and Feeling Powerful
36:46
Conflict with Kurt and Stressing Over the House Being a Rock House
37:17
Jackie Introduces Derek and His Financial Situation
38:18
Derek's Home Gym and Jackie's Request to Show Music
38:49
Drinking GHB and Getting High with Derek
40:22
Finding a plug and getting down from Hollywood guy
40:53
Meeting the twins who sold down to the Iraqis
41:55
Selling down and getting into ice with Derek guy
42:26
Getting paranoid about drones and being locked in the house
43:29
Leaving Home and Family Issues
44:01
Struggling with Homelessness and Addiction
45:36
Robbing Trent for Drugs
46:38
Initial Discussion and Gun Incident
47:09
Bathroom Situation and Chaos
47:40
New Living Arrangements and Business Opportunities
49:14
Setting Up the Robbery and Hiding
49:45
Infiltrating the Apartment and Finding the Target
50:16
Confronting the Target and Using a Fake Gun
50:48
The Confrontation Escalates and the Robbery Fails
52:21
Confrontation and Intervention
53:57
Escape and Discovery of Stolen Money
55:30
Description of the Incident and Police Involvement
56:02
Reflection on the Incident's Impact and Personal Growth
57:03
Moving in with Uncle Lee and His Drug Dealing Business
58:06
Getting Involved in Uncle's Methamphetamine Sales and Meeting the Plug
58:36
Uncle's Manipulation and Use of the Speaker
59:07
Uncle's Meth Use and Lying to the Speaker
59:38
Concerns about Uncle's Girlfriend and Theft
1:00:40
Confrontation with Crackheads and Family Issues
1:01:12
Uncle's Overdose and Reaction
1:02:15
Intervention and Ambulance Call
1:03:18
Discussion of Narcan and Gun Laws
1:04:23
The Speaker's Gun Collection and a Recent Event - Part 1
1:05:55
The Speaker's Gun Collection and a Recent Event - Part 2
1:06:58
The Speaker's Gun Collection and a Recent Event - Part 3
1:07:30
Initial Encounter with Police and Ambulance Call
1:08:01
Walking to the House and Discovery of Police
1:08:32
Arrest and Gun Charges
1:09:03
Phone Call and Reaction to Arrest
1:10:07
Uncle's Death and Drug-Related Incidents
1:10:39
Arrest and Bail Denial
1:11:44
Uncle's Death and Jail Experience
1:12:49
Lawyer's Advice and Bail Hearing
1:13:52
Bailing Out and House Arrest Conditions
1:14:23
Gun Incident at Baby Mom's House
1:14:54
Confrontation with Police and Hotel Room Escape
1:16:58
Meeting Tasha and Frank, Suspicious Behavior
1:17:28
Parker's Robbery Attempt
1:18:00
Cops Arrive, Tristan Talks to Them
1:18:32
Hiding from Cops, Considering Self-Defense
1:19:32
Braising and a friend's past experience with the police
1:20:04
Meeting Tristan and Frank, and getting a ride to Roden Street
1:20:34
Sneaking into a rooming house and meeting John Wayne and Britney
1:21:05
Meeting Shorty, who is watching over the situation
1:21:36
Shorty's gift and instructions to run the house
1:22:38
My Brother's Secretiveness and My Initial Desire to Try Needles
1:23:09
My Brother's Threats and My First Shot of Heroin
1:23:40
My Crazy Bender and Loss of Control
1:25:42
Leaving the House and Seeking Help
1:26:14
Confronting Addiction and Seeking Support
1:27:19
Preparing for a Potential Confrontation
1:28:20
Encountering the Police and Fleeing
1:28:52
Initial Confrontation and Police Warning
1:29:53
Police Investigation and Arrest
1:31:26
Arrest and Police Station Processing
1:31:57
Lawyer's Advice and First Charges
1:32:30
Uncle's Death and Potential Defense Strategy
1:34:31
Charges and Bail Hearing
1:35:33
Reflection on Past Events and Forgiveness
1:35:33
Convincing Mother to be a Surety for Bail
1:36:03
Life in Jail and Efforts to Change Behavior
1:37:36
Bail Hearing and Mom's Plan
1:38:08
Security Cameras and Judge's Decision
1:39:44
Return to Drug Use
1:40:14
Robbery and Spree
1:40:46
The fight at the old house on Roden Street
1:41:16
Finding bullets and a weed pen in the arrestee's property
1:41:49
Going to a house on Bruce Street and arguing with a brother
1:42:52
Forcing open the door of a house on Bruce Street
1:43:22
Description of Physical Altercation
1:43:53
Cutting the Man with a Knife
1:44:24
Confrontation and Warning from Boots
1:45:56
The Brother's Manipulation and the Unwanted Room Rental
1:46:26
The Poor Living Conditions and the Bathroom Situation
1:46:56
The Speaker's Opiate Use and Whitney's Release from Prison
1:48:29
Whitney's Request for Help and the Speaker's Reluctance
1:48:59
Phone Argument and Store Run
1:49:30
Door Locking Explanation
1:50:02
Suspicion and Investigation
1:51:34
False Alarm and Explanation
1:52:05
Arrival of the Cops and Whitney's Reaction
1:53:08
Confrontation Escalates with Police Arrival
1:54:39
Initial Police Encounter and Resistance
1:55:09
Search and Arrest of Others
1:56:03
Discovery of Gun and Complications
1:57:14
Initial Arrest and Charges
1:58:15
Confrontation with Stacy Girl
1:59:48
Feeling Responsible for Whitney's Presence in the Situation
2:00:18
Using Ginger to Bail Whitney Out and Making Amends
2:00:50
Discussing the Case with a Lawyer and Feeling Pressure to Take Responsibility
2:02:21
Initial Lawyer Representation and Plea Offer
2:02:53
New Lawyer and Consecutive Sentence Concerns
2:03:58
Time Served and Consequences of Plea Deal
2:04:59
Release and Charges Dropped for Others
2:05:31
Initial Reception and Categorization
2:06:02
Prison Life and Misconducts
2:07:34
Consequences of Misconducts and Placement
2:08:39
The Speaker's Dad and His Friend EAS in Prison
2:09:11
The Speaker's Dad and His Racism
2:10:13
The Speaker's Family and Their Views on Race
2:14:21
Meeting Banks and Introducing Tobacco
2:14:52
Description of Toothpaste Caps and Shatter
2:15:22
Making Money from Tobacco and Shatter
2:15:54
Selling Zaps and Making a Profit
2:16:57
Driftwood Gang and Cell Life
2:17:29
Buddy's disapproval of washer use
2:18:00
Rapper's alleged crimes and gang culture
2:18:31
Confusion about gang culture and disrespect
2:19:33
Sleeping pills and morning routine
2:20:36
Easy's Initial Attack and Inmate's Reaction
2:21:08
Inmate's Account of the Second Attack and Self-Defense
2:21:39
Inmate's Preparation for Future Incidents and Cell Search
2:22:11
Inmate's Encounter with Correctional Officers and Cellmates
2:23:13
Physical Altercation and Being Beaten
2:23:45
Rushed to Medical and Transfer to Workworth
2:24:46
Meeting Blaze, a GC Gangster, and Other Inmates
2:25:48
Initial Interaction with Blaze and Cellmate Assignment
2:26:20
Sharing Paperwork and Intimidation Charge
2:26:50
Showing Off Body Art and Crime Scene Photos
2:27:21
Graphic Story of Violence and Punishment
2:27:52
Becoming Friends with a New Inmate
2:28:54
Sharing Life Stories and Connections
2:29:25
DT's Life Before Jail and His Friendship with Blaze
2:30:26
Smalls' Introduction and Connection to Blaze
2:31:28
Concerns about Smalls' Past and His Connection to Blaze
2:32:00
Getting into a Fight with C Bro
2:32:30
Racist White Boys and Tying Up a Guy
2:33:02
Meeting Noah in Prison
2:33:33
Prison Life and the AK Guy
2:34:37
Smalls' Drone Play and Business Deal with Blaze
2:35:07
Using Grandma's Bank Account for E Transfers
2:35:38
Building Trust with Blaze and E Transfers
2:36:10
Refusing Single Cell Transfer Offer
2:36:40
Argument with Michelle and Joanne
2:37:42
AK's Possible Spy Status and Gang Affiliations
2:38:14
Blaze's Concerns and AK's Reaction
2:38:45
Cell Door Locking and Disarming Situation
2:40:49
Initial Situation and Conflict Escalation
2:41:21
Physical Altercation and Plexiglass Breakage
2:41:52
AK's Gang Intervention and Door Situation
2:43:56
Description of the violent incident and its aftermath
2:44:26
Details about the victim's injuries and the narrator's actions
2:45:27
Narrator's thoughts and concerns about the situation
2:45:58
Confrontation with prison authorities and the narrator's defense
2:46:31
Arrival and Unexpected Encounter
2:47:02
Confrontation with Gang Members
2:47:32
Planning and Preparation for Escape
2:48:33
Confrontation with Tino and Conrad
2:49:04
Locked in Cell, Confrontation with COs
2:49:34
Fear of Retribution, Concern for Safety
2:50:05
Preparation and Waiting for Night
2:51:09
Emergency Button Pressed, Transfer to Transition Range
2:51:40
Leaving the Previous Unit and Arrival at Beaver Creek
2:52:12
Description of Living Conditions at Beaver Creek
2:52:42
Observations and Experiences with COs at Beaver Creek
2:53:48
Meeting Wheezy and Cosmo, and Initial Impressions of the Unit
2:54:19
Confrontation and Trapping
2:55:21
Job Offer and Range Cleaner Position
2:55:54
Reflection on Past Events
2:56:25
Planning and Scheme
2:56:56
Phone Offer and Decision
2:57:26
Jay's Range and Phone Issue
2:58:28
Kenny's Involvement and Drama
3:00:00
Kenny's Reaction and OJ's Barber Shop Story
3:01:02
OJ's Reputation and Request for Shank
3:01:34
Preparing for Confrontation with OJ
3:02:05
Confrontation and Sam's Arrival
3:02:37
Initial Confrontation and Threats
3:03:40
Blind Spot Ambush and Defense
3:04:11
Physical Fight and Turtle Position
3:05:14
OJ's Accusation and Reaction
3:06:48
Confronting Jay and OJ's Plan
3:07:51
Getting Kicked Out of Program and Physical Altercation
3:08:23
Incarceration and Violence
3:08:52
Release from Jail and Sobriety
3:09:54
New Life and Reflections
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