About this episodeDarrell Hammond discusses his memoir 'God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F***ed', detailing his journey from chi…AI summary
Darrell Hammond discusses his memoir 'God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F***ed', detailing his journey from childhood trauma and severe addiction to becoming a legendary SNL impressionist. He shares specific anecdotes about overcoming rejection in the comedy industry, the influence of Richard Pryor on his craft, and his complex relationship with his abusive mother and WWII veteran father.
Key takeaways 5
Overcoming Rejection: Hammond was rejected by the owner of The Comic Strip after 'killing' on stage; the owner told him he lacked 'star quality' despite seeing photos of successful comedians like Billy Crystal and Chris Farley. Hammond persisted, eventually joining SNL.
Artistic Influence: Richard Pryor was Hammond's primary influence, teaching him to deliver setups in his own voice and punchlines in character. Pryor's work ethic (11 jokes a minute) and clean material (30 minutes per concert film) inspired Hammond.
Trauma and Forgiveness: Hammond reveals his mother was abusive (including an incident where she stabbed him with a steak knife at age five). He overcame 50 years of hate by dreaming she was a victim herself, allowing him to forgive her before her death.
Political Impressions: Hammond discusses the nuances of impersonating politicians. He notes Bill Clinton's genuine charisma and ability to connect with individuals, contrasting him with George W. Bush's lack of interest in conversation and Ronald Reagan's ability to manipulate language to say nothing while sounding substantive.
Commitment to Craft: Hammond demonstrates extreme dedication by walking from SNL to comedy clubs at 1:30 AM to test material, and spending 10 months memorizing a 90-minute monologue for his Truman Capote performance.
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“I don't think there's any reason that you should come back here or call again... These people are what we're about. We're about stars. These people have it and I don't think you have it.”
▶ 9:06The Comic Strip owner rejecting Hammond after a successful audition, telling him he wasn't a star.
“I was fascinated by the idea that they're asking you to behave as if this is not occurring that something else is occurring.”
▶ 45:01Hammond describing the psychological impact of his mother's abuse, specifically the demand that he pretend the abuse wasn't happening.
“Richard Pryor... spoke to me and moved me... I never was not hypnotized by what he did.”
Hammond explaining why Richard Pryor was his most significant comedic influence.
“I don't hate her today... because someone had to torture her a little a little kid so she was a victim too.”
▶ 18:09Hammond explaining how he overcame decades of hatred toward his abusive mother by realizing she was also a victim.
“Reagan literally could say nothing but it would sound like he said something. He's a genius this guy.”
▶ 26:59Hammond's assessment of Ronald Reagan's political communication skills.
Chapters & Sections (46)▼
0:10Belief in a Higher Power and Existencechapter5
0:10Author's Spiritual Journey and Faith Development
1:59The Power and Complexity of Human Resilience
3:20The Relationship Between Trauma and Creative Expression
4:40Overcoming Health Challenges and Finding Wellness
6:06Experiences with Assassins Disguised as Comedians
7:56Overcoming Rejection in the Comedy Industrychapter2
7:56Comedy Club Audition Experience and Rejection
9:47Overcoming Adversity and Finding Success
12:27Childhood Influences on Career Aspirationschapter2
12:27Early Influences in Show Business and Literature
14:18Influence of Legendary Standup Comedians on Careers
16:37Overcoming Childhood Trauma and Hatechapter2
16:37Childhood Trauma and Emotional Breakthrough
19:26Overcoming Innate Talent and Perseverance in Sports
21:31Childhood Influences on Artistic Developmentchapter2
21:31Childhood Influences on Artistic Expression
23:47Clinton's Charisma and Presidential Interactions
26:04Assessing Presidential Communication Skills and Intelligencechapter3
26:04Comparing Presidential Communication Styles
27:32Assessing George W. Bush's Intelligence and Abilities
28:57Experiences with LSD and Alternative Laughter Therapy
30:34Struggles with Addiction and Personal Growthchapter3
30:34Struggles with Addiction and Personal Growth
32:03Overcoming Public Humiliation and Personal Struggles
33:41Steroids in Baseball and Hall of Fame Eligibility
35:17Comparing Modern and Historical Baseball Playerschapter2
35:17Comparing Modern and Vintage Baseball Players
37:15Comedy Sketch Writing and Performance Techniques
40:05Impressions of Modern Politicians and Their Speech Patternschapter2
40:05Authenticity in Public Speaking and Media
41:58Comparing Politicians and Their Leadership Styles
44:43Childhood Trauma and Its Lasting Impactchapter3
44:43Childhood Trauma and Emotional Scarring
46:30Ghost Hunting TV Shows and Paranormal Investigation
47:58Personal Anecdotes and Humor about Aging
49:30Experiences with Unwanted Sexual Advances and Harassmentchapter3
49:30Objectification of Women and Societal Norms
51:28Taliban Contact and Miscommunication Incident
52:50Impersonating Literary Figures in Comedy
55:10Veteran's Experiences with World War II and Nazischapter5
55:10Veteran's Experiences with World War II and Nazis
58:01Childhood Trauma and Violent Revenge Fantasies
59:17Father's Life, Death, and Legacy Reflections
1:00:39Surviving Terminal Illness with a Sense of Purpose
1:02:06Pete Rose Eligibility for Baseball Hall of Fame
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